Mets Game !

Wooo!I just came back from the Mets Game. It was the first time I ever went inside a baseball stadium. It was huge! And let me tell you , the food there was expensive!!! A hotdog was 4.75 -_-. I really wished the ball wouldve flown to my side so i could catch it ! Anyways gotta go shower!

lonely

I feel so so lonely. I don't think I've ever felt this lonely before. Its so not fair. I feel like no one sees me. Sigh so lonely and sad..

hot day

Hehe Took some pictures during chemistry!
Woah today was HOT! Worst thing was that I had to walk around in hot hot main street with people's sweaty arms touching mine ToT. I was so tired today too. Last night I couldn't even sleep so I decided to watch some ghost videos on youtube. I also did a research on the ouija board which is used to communicate with the dead. It seriously freaked me out! I was paranoid for the entire night. So this weekend Im going to the beach to get a tan with Helen! I can't wait :D First I must get thin that means I'll be eating one meal a day. I have to get skinny before all the hot guys get taken away from mehh!!!! You know I can't let that happen!!! I must find meself a hot koreano :D Hmm I still have to buy a bathing suit... Oh btw, tomorrow is the mets game !! yipeeeee!!! It will be the first time I visit a stadium. weeweeeeeeeeee. SO bored rightnow. I seriously need a spark in my life. It's getting so boring it's killing me. What should i do?And oh my goshh!!! This morning, my school was talking about the new swine flu that came from mexico. Oh noooo!!!! Everyone in the school was ordered to wash there hands consistently and no intimate contacts haha. Gosh can you believe that the virus came from pigs!? Jeeeeeeeeeeebus! They're revenging on us ;o;

PS*** Like my new song?

HIGHH!

Hello fellow viewers! I decided to not be lazy today and write a blog! Yesterday, I finally tried weeed ! I know i know, im such a bad girl. >< But I really wanted to experience it at least once. Well First I felt like I was falling. My eyelids felt very very heavy and it became very hard to keep my eyes open ! I started laughing at everything and found everything extremely funnnny. So yea.. It was cool. HMM. THe weather is great! LALA im happy imhappy !!!! Lets be happy together !!! HAHA! O yea, I took that pic of me when i was high ^_^

another post?

Hi again. Just wanted to write a blog before drifting to sleep. Im thinking about a lot of stuff again. I wish I had the power to read peoples minds so id know wat they're thinking. Well who doesn't? God damit im so tiredof guessing what the heck is running through peoples minds. Im so frikken stupid. I know, you're probably tired of hearing this.. But I can't help it. I feel trapped i n a jar. Everyone around me looks so happy. When will it be my turn?! God give me some justice please! I want to know the answers to my uquestions. Please give me a good sign. Please make things go alright. I've been so good lately... sigh why do I like to think so much? I blab a lot too. Damn it life sucks. I wish I was gone. I wish I didn't exist. Then people would be so much happier. And no im not trying to sound emo its the truth.

blogging on the bus =)

Heylo! Sorry for not updating! I was either too lazy or busy =( anyway, I decided to make a blog because steven said so. Anyways, im on the bus right now. The weather is beautiful. And omgosh there is this cutie on the bus! Hahaha . Anyways, school was okay today. Nothing really happened. Afterschool sujeong and I went to quicklys to buy bubble tea. And then blah blah. Hmm.. I've been okay this week guess. I sleep extremely early now. Like at 8 or 9 =) I know, im such a good girl! Someone please give me a candy?? Nthing much to write about.. Just wish he wud talk to me... he got me so confused. Man guys confuse me! And they say we're confusing. Why ant there be any simple guys????!!! Or mayb its jsut me. Nobody wants me..

Life without the Internet

IS HELL!!!! So yesterday morning, when I woke up to use my wonderful computer, the cable had stopped. Reason why?! Was because my mommy had paid time warner cable LATE ! So I had to suffer the whole day watching movies that I've watched a million times. I watched Iron man, spongebob, the devil wears prada, good luck chuck, and the notebook! Jeebus ! I couldn't sleep and ate like a fucking fatass! Imagine having no internet for the rest of my life?! NOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'd rather die !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As soon as my internet started working, it was like a light shining from heaven. Like god heard my prayer and gave me light again. Wonderful just wonderful!!!!I hope I get skinny before getting back to schoool.