lucky day !!!

Since today was such a good day, I decided to update :) Btw I don't work at the promoting thing anymore... it was just too hard... making sales was soo difficult. Anyway, today I went to visit my dad. I love him!!! Even though he nags a lot... well I'm currently addicted to cash for words doubler ( those scratch card stuff). I won 50 bucks today from it can you believe it !! I never thought I'd win anything from those stuff. Helen wasted like 40$ on it but didn't win anything ;( Hopefully she wins tomorrow. So lucky because i bought out 10$ today and came home with 50$!!! Well i bought new circle lens hehehe. Another great thing that happened is that O red mango emailed me back for an interview !!! omgosh can you believe it?"!?!?! I also began talking to one of my old friends again... he messaged me on fb! I didnt even know I had him on facebook!! because he had taeyangs picture as a default hahaha. Life sure is full of suprises.. dannggg ittt me and helen are aobsesssseddd with thoseeeee. PLEASE LET ME WIN MORE TOMORROW PLOXX!!!

Tired of blogging

I will blog when something exciting or important happens :) Had fun today though with Jody and her family. Rained a lot.... = =

fantaasticcc day!!!

Finally FINALLY!! HIRED @@@!!! Can you believe it? neither can I :) Well let me tell you what happened.

So this morning I woke up around 6am and watched some korean drama and ate ramen. Waited for Dominique but she didnt come so I left. Turns out she came late at 10. She was supposed to come to my house at 9;30. So I got there kinda early around 10:49 and went into starbucks(the interview is held in starbucks). I started getting nervous because first of all, I didnt know who the people that were going to interview were and how they look like, and second, I wasn't sure where to sit and wait ! So then after that, I finally saw these two people that looked like they were going to be interviewed. I asked them and hallalujah! Then this really pretty mixed chinese/british girl sat down and I spoke to her (thinking she was a person who wanted to go for an interview). She was sooo nice and happy and smileyyyy. She looked like juliet from romeo and juliet 1960's version. She looked at my resume and everything and bammmmm she said i was hired. I was sooo shocked. I didnt even know she was interviewing me :O. Well the people that work there are really nice and friendly. They make you feel really welcomed. I love them already ! So I saw them rehearse and practice their speeches and boy are they good. Thank the lord for our outgoing personalities. Btw, the people I work with are sooo hot. The guys are hot and the girls are really pretty. They told me that I will be training on monday. I'm sooo excited !!! :)I really hope I sell.... i really do

So excited !!!!

Well guess what !? Luck as finally chose me !!! Isn't it funny how when I needed a job and spent the whole entire day looking for one I get no calls whatsoever? And today, after leaving voicemails for the jobs from craigslist, I get all 3 calls back. I believe these jobs are perfect for me because it doesn't require me to use any cash register or memorize anything. I just have to be who I am. Outgoing, talkative, and hardworking ! :) Im sooo nervous. When one of the lady called me I was so nervous I kept studdering. Well the three interviews will be held at 11,3,and5. I hope at least one of them takes hires mee ! :) Im so glad im an outgoing person. Oh please please god I reallly need this job!!!!

Bad luck :(

grrrr I don't know but I think i have really bad luck. Like gambling, making friends, jobs, school, and you know when you get a bowl of something and you are supposed to pick somethng out from it? Well im the type of person that would pick something bad. Ugh !! And I know you're gona say "oh thats because you have to start thinking positive". I doo!! I really do. And everytime I do, I always get disappointed. Jeez its not fair T^T Life isn't fair. Some people just always get what they want. It's like everything is handed to them. When will my luck begin to change :T. Btw today I went to chinatown to hang out with jody and fay and it was fun :) , even though it was drizzling. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . Why am i so impulsive and sssssssssssssssssstupiddddddddd.........?

Vintage♥

I loveee vintage clothing :) Yesterday after I left brooklyn I met up with Helen in chinatown ... after getting her prescriptions at the doctor, we went to soho. I loveee soho because they have so much cute vintage clothing! I loveeee floral dresses and accessories ! Damn, my taste in clothing just keeps changing ! I still love korean style and such :) I also bought a plaid shirt for just 10$ because it was on sale !!! and guess what? I LOVE IT! So this morning...after waking up at 11, my mom wanted to kick me out of the house so I went to queens center mall to buy new aqua marine circle lens. It's pretty cool :D I was going to get the blue one what everyone has it -_-. It was soooo hot tooo. Grrr. I spent 140 something dollars already in 2 days =T . That's not good. I reallllly need starbucks to hire meee. They are going to give me a call tomorrow... hopefully :x

Cant sleep in the heat.

Hey guys. Im currently at a friends house sleeping over. I was supposed to sleepover at jodys but then she wasn't going to go home so I couldn't. So yesterday morning, I woke up around 12pm. Then got readyy and met up with marine at roosevelt avenue. We took the train together to times sq to meet up with Junho and Devon. We originallly wanted to watch I love you beth cooper but the others thought it would be corny so we didnt... plus the ratings was 4.8. We then decided to watch 500 days of summer. Honestly, in my opinion i thought it was a pretty boring movie... but whatever marine and devon liked it. Btw, masaki and samuel were also in the same theater. I saw samuel and asked him how the trip was and stuff... it was pretty awkward. And omg.. next time... I am never going to meet up someone from the internet because junho looked nothing like his pictures lmao.... ugh. He tried to hold my hand while we were watching the movie !!! and his breath omg his breath stinks !!! The whole day I was trying to avoid him. i know im so mean.... lol but then I just don't want him to get any wrong ideas. well after the movies we went to a japanese book store andn it was pretty cool. Then we went to eat. didnt really do much but i still had fun. kinda. Wouldve been better if junho wasnt there lol. hmm... Feeling pretty fat right now. I hate that im so petite ughhhhhhhh hate hate hate hate hate it. Anyway... slept for liek an hour and couldn't sleep anymore because its soo... hot in here........... i rather sleep in the cold then sleep in the heat. I can't take heat. my friend is currently sleeping like a pig and im on her laptop. Whats there to doooo? i still have like 5 or 6 hours to kill ..... my mom thinks im in six flags right now but im not . Arghhhhhhh I wish I was home right now. I dont like sleepovers taht arent planned =T. No ones online to talk to right now....sigh

Coffee Addiction @_@

I woke up from a very short nap about 30 minutes ago because I was sooo tired. I woke up at 4am this morning... played some games, watched some korean dramas, and walked out at around 9am to get ready to go to manhatten to hand in my starbucks apps. I had a total of 3 apps and gave it to 3 different starbucks that were near eachother in lexington. jesus, manhatten sure has a lot of starbucks o.O. It was like 3 starbucks on one block. Welll yea, I walked a lottt today.... I drank a small vanilla latte, then a large ice coffee. Too much caffeine.... :( I hope they give me a call back!! *crosses fingers. Jeannie also said that theres this icecream place where she works at that is hiring. She said I can take her place when she quits. woooot. Sooo weak and tired right now.... maybe because its lack of nutrition? err i dont know. Anyway...................... thats it..

Korean style?! American style?!

For reason I just seem to love both !! The korean style gives off a Cute yet fashionable& unique look. The american style gives off a more mature, fashionable, and fresh look. I'm currently on Soompi just looking around the forums and looking at pictures. The clothing are soooo cuteeee. Anyway, I can't wait till my hair grows longer. I really want Kang min kyungs old haircut :D

I found a kitty!!

Okay so it is currently 5:24am and I am still up. Around 4am , I've been hearing kitten cries so I decided to walk out into my front steps to check it out. To my suprise, a kitty popped out from the bush! I guess the mommy cat left it there all alone or something because a few days ago, there was a cat who always hung around in our front yard. At that moment, I didn't really know what to do so I decided to bring it home... I placed it in the tub. It was really stinky. It smelled like FEET !!! It KEPT crying. I really didn't know what to do. I quickly went on the computer and did some research. Unfortunately, there was nothing I could do. I mean, what if it had rabies or fleas? I can't risk that =/. So before I put it back outside again, I took some pictures of it and a video. I feel bad, I truly do... but I have an allergic reaction to cats.. that's why I gave away my old cat mimi :(. I really hope nice people find it and take care of it !!! (btw isnt the kitty cute?!?!)

one more thing. Have you guys ever looked at a word that you've used your whole life and found it weird? it happens to me all the time. Like right now.. I look at the word "surprise" and find it extremely weird. And dude.. this whole time I thought it was spelled suprise. lol

Reminiscing

Not sure if I spelled it correctly. Anyway, I'm such an insomniac it's not even funny. Nowadays i've been sleeping at 5am.. sometimes even later until 3 in the afternoon. Every time my schedule goes regular, it always seem to fuck up on its own again. I blame the computer.. . . and the afternoon naps. I don't know about you, but I just love taking naps. I find naps more pleasant then actually sleeping at night. Naps are addicting. It's hard to control. It's like after you come home from a long day at school, you just want to jump into your wonderful bed and nap like you've never napped before. The dreadful thing is waking up 4 hours later and staying on your computer till 2am and then sleeping. That's when your schedule starts to fuck up. damn it I really hate this. I don't like waking up late in the afternoon and everyone is like outside and i'm stuck inside the house while its sooo beautiful outside. I need help. Anyway, I've finally finished filling out my starbucks application and I plan on giving it in on.. monday? I filled out 3 to give it to three different starbucks:) Hopefully they hire me. This is really been stressing me.

I've also went on the east west website a few moments ago and saw the new pictures of the people who went to japan. I'm glad they're having fun. I wish I was there having fun with them. That reminds me.. I'm so excited for our college trip next year !!!! omg !!! I'm gonna become a SENIOR!! It's so surreal to me. It seems like yesterday I was just a little kindergartener... playing with the fake stoves jumping around laughing ...taking naps....waiting for mommy to pick me up.

I just love reminiscing.. but sometimes it makes me sad. I miss the old me very much. That innocent ammy =(

Well I'm currently watching Confessions of a Shopaholic. It's pretty good :) Going to sleep after it.

:)

Never walked so much before!

Honestly... my legs felt like they were going to break off. Today I walked to the train station with anney and that was already 10 blocks. Then we decided to walk to broadway[in elmhurst] to eat and walk around the park... and that was 5 blocks. Then our stomachs started hurting really bad, so we decided to walk back to my house. 15 blocks T^T... Then we walked back to queens center 15 more blocks.... walked around a bit.. then walked back to the train station 6 blocks ...met up with devon... we got off at 77 lexington.. then walked to 86 st... We didn't want to take the train to Time sq because we are cheap so we walked all the way to times sq.. 40 something blocks.......... then walked around times sq.... like 20 blocks jeebus. Then we took the train home and i had to walk 10 more blocks back home. oh my lord my legs are sooo tireddddd. Btw, the japanese food place near the regal theater sucks :x I wouldn't recommend anyone to go there. Anyway above is a pic of the doggy we met while walking those 40 something blocks. She was sooo cuteeeee. She kept looking back at us and her fur was soo soft. The owner was a bitchh !! She was pulling on the leash so hard. We felt so bad for the doggy.. we really wanted to take it home :[...

There is one thing that I have to change...

And that would be my sleeping schedule. I mean, it's getting ridiculous. To the point where I go to sleep at 7Am and wake up at 5 in the afternoon ... and starts it all over again. I've stayed home for the past 2 days... eating& getting fatter than ever. I wonder if im still going to six flags with my family this sunday. I really hope I do because it is going to be a blast ! I love having fun ^_^. AnyhoOo.. I can't wait till my hair gets longer !!! I'm even thinking about getting extensions... but then thats kinda scary .. washing your fake hair !! and what if someone pulls it off??!! That's going to be sooo embarrassing. Damn.. I've already wasted like half of my vacation. Right now at this moment, I wish I had money to buy clothes from this korean site. I love korean clothing !! It's so... cute and pretty at the same time !!!! I really really want the sweater from koreaaa >.<. I also want a Wii. I'm like dying to get wii fit because its soo fun. There are so many things I want to do.... and they all go back to money :[ If I had lots&lots&lots&lots&lots of Money I'd:

1)Rent a nice small studio.(most people would want to a humongo mansion but I'd like to live in a small , pretty, cozy, apartment ^_^)

2)SHOPP. Seriously, what girl can resist shopping!?

3)Open a bakery shop: and sellll delicious pastries !!

4)Travel around the world !!! (especially KOREA!): yes yes yes you heard me. I'm a sagittarius.. therefore I'm the most adventurous out of all the signs !!

5) Buy Wii !!! and all the games that I like ^_^

6)New Laptop,Camera, itouch,iphone, speakers,computer,big flatscreen tv,etcetcetc. You name it !!

7)A PUPPPY !!! yes yes yes an adorable chihuahua... I will name it Chi :D

8) All circle lens :D All different colors ^_^

9)Did I say shopping? :D

OOOH one more thing, as for the apartment. I'd like to design it ! The bathroom would have a spongebob design, my room would have like a fairytale design, living room would have like a space design, and the kitchen would have japanese style design ^_^

There's more that I just can't think of right now.

okay that's all folks !

Yesterday was a bad/good day :O

Well as you guys can see, yesterday was July 4. For some reason, when I woke up and turned on the computer, it wasn't working. I believe it was because my anti virus program deleted the virus along with a very important file :(. I met up with dominique later on, walked to elmhurst park and then took the train all the way to coney island. Jody told me that there would be fireworks in coney island so I went there hoping to see nice fireworks... or maybe even bump into her. We walked around... having the urge to go on the rides but didnt have money :(. Walked around the beach. It was very depressing for me. At that moment, I really wish he was by my side. I wish I couldve sat near the shore with him and put my head on his shoulder. I felt very lonely but at the same time calm & peaceful. I then gave it a lot of thought. Well enough about the sad stuff. After all the walking and such, we took the train to 18avenue to get the windows xp cd from danny and then accidently took the train to Bronx. I realized we were lost when i saw stops i've never seen before lol. We got off the train and started walking home... then these guys were following us. Yes they were cute and everything but we started running!!! they were like " hey don't be scared. We are asians !!!" hahahaa it was funny. ^___^. Well good thing I fixed my computer... but I lost all the memory in it. I had to reformat everything. I even lost the pictures of him :(.... this has to be a sign. Please let me forget about you as soon as possible. I hate having to endure this pain everyday.

beach<3

Hey guys ! I was going to update later but I took a nap! This morning, dominique arrived at my house around 12pm and we headed right to the beach. When I walked out of my house, it did not look sunny at all!!! I thought it was going to rain too :[ . The sun then started to come out while we were waiting for the bus :D!!!!Damn, while i was on the bus, the scenery was gorgeous. It felt very different. I dont know how to explain it . It just didn't feel like I was in queens. The houses/apartments were very very gorgeous. Especially the ones that were in front of the beach. Did I mention that the apartments were cheap? Hahaha. I would totally live there but it would take a long time getting to school. So I went into the water and it wasnt that bad hehehe... at first I was scared because I dont know how to swim hehehehee. We go a tan tooo... I want to get tanner. hehehehe. Well I had fun!!!


Hmm tomorrow is July 4... :[

New Layout!

Hi again ! Like my new layout? I've decided since so many people decorate their blogs and make it all pretty and stuff, why not try it out? I thought this layout had a pretty nice vibe to it. Looks very calm and beautiful. I love nature , it's lovely. Well it's currely 3:58 am and I am still wake. Shouldn't be suprising because that's what I always do >< . Anyway,tomorrow I'm going to the beach with dominique, CAN'T wait ! heehee. I will update tomorrow :) Leave a comment on what you think about this layout!

what a crazyyy night

Hey guys. I came home an hour ago.. from flushing... from drinking.. i know omfg... I wasn't even supposed to drink..
okay anyways.
I woke up like at 2 something today, no wait i mean yesterday.
I met up with anney and wendy at 5 and we went to queens center mall.
After that we took the bus straight to flushing and I went to get the circle lens from sujeong[ gosh i love you so much] since my old ones ripped ! (I know... i destroy everything) Then after that we went to TB park... and jeezus, people there are mean. especially the girls. They swear they are so cool smoking and spitting. I think its just plain disgusting. And she had the nerve to say that we suck. Dude I couldn't even see the ball!!!! so after that... anney wanted to go to her friend , tiffany's party which was in front of TB park.. in Ji mei whatever. And you guys know I dont drink.. but then i was forced to since anney paid 15$ for me and I didnt want her money to go to waste soI drank some... THen i started feeling really tipsy and stuff. Anney and I thenwent downstairs for some air.. and omg after that we came bck upstairs and wendy was passed the FUCK out. Foam started coming out from her mouth and we were speechlesss. We didn't knw what to do!!! everyone was watching and she was totally unconscious. If I were her, I'd be sooo embarrased. Everyone started to come and watch and oh em geee........ they finally called a cab for her to go home. This is a lesson to be learned. Aiyaaaaaa. Not even tired right now. Stupid mosquitoes flying everywhere wth ! I can't wait till this friday comes......... beach :D


July 4 is coming up.. I really want to go see the fireworks with him.. I miss him

Very boring boring day at home

So yesterday, dominique and i were talking about finding jobs in queens center mall... so I told her to aim me this morning but she didnt. jeez... shes so unreliable. I've been ditched by her at least 5 times. She always changes her mind in the end. And im not the only person that thinks that way. holy crap. How can someone be this lazy. Anyways, now im stuck home.. boredddd and shit I wish devon was in newyork so we'd hang out :( . Dang it.. having sudden mixed emotions right now. :(