Justice needs to be served

I've never really cared about justice till after the margaret stuff. Boy I tell you that girl seriously gets on my nerves. Well a reallly nice lady cop called me today and told me that I needed to finish filling out the report because the lady there didnt do a good job. I also told her about what ms choi said and she said that what ms choi said was wrong. And that she was a bitch. DAMN RIGHT she is !! ughh!! Anywys, I waited for 3 hours and the cops didnt come so i decided to go out and get a manicure. I really like the peope who work at the nail salon. They are really nice :). While I was drying my nails, one of the customers who was phillipino spoke to me and we had a little conversation. Then she introduced me to her
brother because he wanted to speak to me lmao.. how weird.. After that I went to sally beauty supply store to buy hair --conditioner and some nail filers...o.o.. So today i was supposed to go to chemistry tutoring but sadly I woke up at 1:5opm =[. Tomorrow is movie day ! Can't wait to go watch UP. The ratings are unbelievably high. All A's! Todays weather was beautiful. Let's hope everyday is beautiful like today. It really brightens up my mood :)

I hate ms choi with a PASSION.

Fuck this mother fucking bitch ! She is not fit for our dean. She nees to get the fuck out of this schoool. Seriously. Biased bitch. Ugh I cant believe it.

went to the precinct to file a complaint on that margaret bitch :)

Good& Bad news

First I'd like to say that my sidekick was stolen yesterday at the gym locker room because I didnt have a lock. And I know who took it. It was either margaret or her friend -_-. I shouldve made her let me check her bag right after gym but I know its illegal to. Ms choi already did that last period but she said she didnt find anything. WELL DUHH that's maybe because she hid it somewhere or gave it to someone to hold -___-.Thats what I did when i found the sidekick. What made me sad wasn't really the sidekick, it was the money i usd ot buy the new spongebob case [15$] and the money i put in the phone [20$]. I had just put it in 2 days ago = =. Anyway, I aimed her today and she was threatening me and stuff blah blah blah. The smart me decided to print it out and show it to ms choi. If not then I would like to see her hit me ! I am not letting her away with this. She gets me sooOoo angry =_=. Well the good news is that I've been selected for the summer youth employment program yay !!!! Ive never really had a job before and Ive been searching for one for a long time. Also in korean clss, we each recieved a pen pal from Korea and I LOVE MINE ! she is so adorable. She is in middle school and we have very similar interest. Such as big bang, singing, shopping, and other stuff ! I guess today isnt so bad. After school samuel masaki and I went to koryodang and eh bought me food ^___^. He's soo cute !! He made fun of my little pony tail :D Well let's see what happens tomorrow in school. I hope everything goes well!!!

cant wait to go to school tomorrow :)

Yay~ Thank goodness I feel better :). I didn't think i'd be better by today. But anways, I can't wait to see him tomorrow :D. If he is going to the talent show then I'll definitely be going too so I can ehems, sit with him :D. lalalala ~ The weather has been beautiful for the past 3 days. I pretty much wasted them but it doesn't really matter because there will be more of these beautiful days ! teeeheeeeheeee. :D hmm I should really sleep now :)

Feeling much better

But my head still kinda hurts [very little] and my body is still sore. Minor coughs and minor runny nose. I guess thats good ^__^. I was so scared that I was never going to get better. I havent been eating much. No appetite. The only thing that I enjoyed eating was the cantoulope that my daddy had brought me. I am very grateful. I was so happy to hear from my stepdad that my mom was worried. I even had tears of joy ! Im very grateful for my friends =;)... Thankyou guys. I love you all. I hope I get better before school starts. Thank god monday's no school. I feel very yucky and icky because I havent taken a shower >.< yuckk! bye guys

Very weak.. && sick.

This morning started off okay. I woke up late so I asked my stepdad to drive me to school. I had a bit of phlegm in my throat but I didnt think it would get worse.I didn't start to get sick till maybe during 5th period. My body started feeling very weak and my head began to hurt. I really wanted to walk with him afterschool but then I got stopped by ms.nicodemi before I could go downstairs. She said that I had to go to chemistry tutoring. Many of the 11th graders were stopped by teachers too. I went to the room for a bit but couldn't take it anymore because I wasn't in the mood to learn anything... what I wanted was a decent sleep. I got out from the other exit and went to main st to take the bus. Unfortunately, there was an accident so the bus had to go back and take another route.. that took like 40 minutes.. I was feeling very very cold. I was shivering. So as soon as I got home.. I went to sleep. Right now, I'm still very tired. As if I haven't slept at all. I still have no appetite. And I still have so much other stuff to do. Health project, index cards, test... so on. What to do... I don't even think I have the energy to bring myself to take a shower. God help me :(

really sad at this moment..

I dont know why.. but I feel really sad at this moment. Im crying and I clearly know the reason why. Im afraid of being alone. My mom is leaving tomorrow to Boston and she asked my stepdad to come stay with me. I'm already missing my dad I dont want to have to lose mymom too. Although I always say I hate my mom and I want her to be gone, deep down inside.. i dont mean it at all. Its gonna be like 2 years ago when I had to be alone in connecticut. Spending the holidays alone.. Im not going to have my mom to yell at me , nag me, or hit me. I hate myself for being such a bad daughter. I wish I could go back and make it up to her. Im gonna miss u mom. And I hope Nick doesnt leave me because I dont know what ill do. And jody too =[... i feel so sad now. I dont want to wake up with puffy eyes so ill stop for now. Thanks for reading guys.

I'm a good girl ^___^

Instead of cutting along with the rest, I decided to go to school today. Okay fine, the real reason is because I wanted to see him ^___^... And I did :).. And he kinded hinted me and like asked me to walk with him afterschool tomorrow. He owes meh icecream!!! Ahhh he's too cuteeee >....<.. Dominique and I went to toys r us today to buy something for her sister's baby shower then we walked a bit in mainst and i bought her icecream ehehe. It was a very hot day today and the stupid bus drivers didn't turn on the AC. Damn, most bus drivers are mean. They seriously think that they are the shit ! You are just the bus drivre !!!!! btw.. I wish I could text him everyday.. too bad he went over his txt messages >.<>

ToTo!

Today was a Good Day! I didn't go to school today because many people were out yesterday. They said if more people are absent, then they might close down the school because of the flu! I seriously hope the school closes down... at least for a week! So I woke up at about 1 and went to flushing to meet up with Jon and Nick at ceo. We played some pool then went to dunkin donuts to get some hash browns. After that, we went to koryodang to get a red bean popsicle stick for me ^____^;;. Then after that we went to-to!. Jon doesn't like taking pictures so Nick & I took some very adorable pictures :)... Because my gay camera has no batteries right now, I will have to take it next time. Anyway, I hope tomorrow is a good day :D June June come faster !!! ^____________________^.

fun fun fun fun day ^_^

Its been a long time since I've had so much fun :) Went to the arcade and had a lot of fun at the park. Nick you're the best.. I regret making you waste so much money on me =T. Lazy to type more because I'm so tired and tomorrow i got stupid school.

Movie Night!

Yesterday, I went to times sq 42st to watch Next Day Air with Jody, Joan, Fay and 3 more other people. I got there first than everybody so I waited abou 30 minutes for them. I decided to walk around the stores and stuff. I went in the sanrio store and everything in there was so expensive ! I was shocked. So when they finally got there, we stood in front of the theater for a few minutes then went to mcdonalds to grab a bite and then head off to the movies. It was very fun because we took a lot of pictures and grabbed each others boobs like a million times ! hahahaha. So it was about 3 am when i finally came home and I was omfg tired....... Today I went to mainst to walk around and bought some stuff... and a pair of shoes.. thats all byebye

Where's the progress?

Comon.. please make things progress a little faster. I want me&him to progress a litter faster. My hair to grow faster.. and school to end faster so I can go to China this summer :)

Most embarrasing day of my life.

Today.. was the most embarrasing day of my life. I was supposedly supposed to text sujeong... about him but instead, I sent him the text message. I texted "Do you think samuel is messing around with my head? " omfg at that moment I just wanted to commit suicide by shooting my head with a gun. Why am I so fucking retarded sometimes? .... What to do what to do? I wonder what's gonna happen next...What am I going to do if I see him tomorrow in school... Pinch me so I can see if this is a dream or not. I really wish I hadn't said that. Im so tired right now but its only 6:58... I want to sleep this feeling off because being anxious and having butterflies in your stomach is not the best feeling in the world. Boy I was so paranoid... however speaking to my friends made me feel much better. Good thing is that I'm almost level 11 in restaurant city :). God I don't know if you exist or not... but if you do... please make things go well tomorrow...

God is Unfair

If there is a god why is he being so unfair? If i was the creator of my world, I'd want everybody to be happy. There would be no sickness and no hatred... although people would have to die for the fear that the world would crowd up :). Anyway, my point is that he's just so unfair that many of the innocent people have to suffer while the evil bad bad people get away with things. Life sucks. I wish I was never born into this world. I wish I lived in planet unicorn where everything is mello and beautiful and no worrriesssssss. Btw, my dean ms choi is so twoface its not even funny. Ugh = =...I think I might start being vegetarian again..

confused

What to do?

my whole day... RUINED

I'm very angry at this very instance. I'm so close to blowing some bitches heads off. Who the fuck they think they are? They have no fucking right to say anything when they are sluts themselves. They are nothing but garbage thats being handed around. Fucking bitches that's been around every fucking block. DAMN MOTHER FUCKERS. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO Me. I didnt do anything but just stand there and suddenly I get involved. Shit i want to get a mother fucking bazooka and bomb those bitches up. FUCK YOOO!! Right now I need a punching bag!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUKK!!!!!!!!!!!

*btw why the fuck did i keep seeing samuel and them... i even saw them in ec -_-


And I saw zhang and gary...

wtf..................... What day is today? Friday 13? shit yo -_- I really need a chillpill.

As of now, I just want to know who my real friends are. [Jody of course<3]

Another wet day.

I think the rain enjoys being here and not leaving. It's been and week and its still raining. I have to stop procrastinating and being lazy. Nothing much happened today except I finally added money into my phone. Let's hope the weather starts getting better.....

My mother pisses me OFF.

Like seriously. She gets on my nerves EVERYDAY. The only time she doesn't get on my nerves is when she isn't HOME. I mean seriously. Why in the world do I have to have sucha mom. I know i know, you're gonna say "oh don't say that shes ur mom she loves you" I fucking know that. But the point here is she pisses me off so it is what it is. i need to get away from this place before I blow someones fucking head off.Everything she says something retarded I feel like stabbing the shit outta her. Im such an angry person ... yes I know.

Another point I want to make is that... Don't fucking play hard to get ! Seriously. I hate it when "good looking" people trying to act all high class... thinking they're so fucking untouchable. Real attraction comes from the personality. Fucking tired of this piece of shit world -_-. And my assistant principle is a real fucked up racist son of a bitch. And hes gay. I dont give a shit if hes married to a woman I stil l think hes gay. He talks like a girl and walks like a girl. Mother fucking shit! If only I had a killing spree.. boy how many people would die.

School Trip

Before I brush my teeth and head to bed, i decided not to be lazy and write a journal entry. Basically, today's weather was no better than yesterdays... although it was only drizzle, my flats still got wet. [ never am i going to wear flats in the rain]. As usual, I took the bus and thank god I didnt have to see that crazy guy again. After muster ended, we went to on the trip. We went to 5 religious centers. The muslim center, shikh center, buddhist temple, macedonia church, and lastly the free synagogue. My favorite center.. personally, would be the free synagogue. Unlike other centers who didn't hesistate to take our donations, the free synagogue said to us " the best donation to us is for you to be good peope." When I heard that, I thought to myself "wow, there really isn't greedy people in this world." Not saying that the centers that did recieve our donations were. Anyways, the lunch was good. Instead of eating school lunch, we got to eat chinese food :) By the way, only a fw people were able to go on this trip because we were chosen for our leadership. Im happy that I was chosen. And oh.. I just wanted to say.. Dont you hate girls who act cute in front of guys but a bitch in front of girls?! Ugh.. seriously disgust me. Gotta go finish up my drama before heading off to bed :) History test tomorrow. Since today I didn't get to see him I hope to see him tomorrow ! yay! *prays

Very soggy wet day.

Hello again guys ! I know I've already updated this morning.. but i feel like i have so much to write about. First off... guess who I saw again at the bus stop... THE CRAZY DUDE! I frikken knew it! Im such a jinx. This time.. as he walked closer to me, I gave a call to Jody, but too bad she didnt pick up because she thought I had called by accident and she didn't want to waste my minutes. Then LUCKILY, the bus came! HALLALUAH! So the chemistry mock regents wasn't as hard as i expected, but i still think I failed. During lunch, Samuel came to our table. He's so cute! One of my friends told me that he said I was cute . Awww.. what a loser.. doesn't even have the courage to come talk to me. Afterschool we walked with them and he kept flicking water at me and calling me short >:O! im not that short okay !!! So after we departed, i went with dominique to her clinic to get her note so she could participate in gym again. Horrible weather. My flats were soaked. I felt like I was walking barefoot on the wet wet soggy ground. It was so humid and disgusting. I hate rainy days so much -_-. Right when I got home, i threw those flats out. yuck. hmm so hungry . Ive been so lazy lately.Too lazy to do homework and stuff. Crap I also have a history test tomorrow. OH my oh my... and a health project thats due this friday.... anddddddd.... ii have to edit a lot of stuff. AHHHHHH 5 more weeks left of school. When I think of this, a burst of joy just bursts out of my heart !!! Time to eat and watch my drama and finish up some homework! I can't wait to see him tomorrow yay !! ^______^

Truth is....

Im really a Vampire. yes.. be scared !
Okay.. I didn't sleep at all . Well I took a nap from 6-11 but thats it. I decided to type a quick post before heading out to the bus. The weather outside looks disgusting. My whole mood is ruined -_-. I've just realized that I have a chemistry mock regents first period and I didnt study at all. Chemistry is my worst subject!!!! -_-... I wish I didn't have to take this class. Oh damn I can't wait till I get to college ! I can't wait to move out :).. Anyways.. Later when I get to school I wonder if Sujeong will speak to me. If she does then I'll just be like wtf.. because she has got problems ! Oh sun please come out more often! I really want a tan![just like the picture of son dambi ;)] Anywy. right now im camwhoring before going out!i hopetoday will turn out good because I really don't want to have to go hulk on anybody =/.... Anyways! See ya later alligators ! Ill update later if anything itneresting happens. letshope i dont meet that crazy guy on the bus stop again* prays*


Ps. I need a manicure =[

Fun Night

I was going to write an entry yesterday, however it was too hard to keep my eyes open. Last nighti went to flushing to meet up with Nick and Jon and went to four seasons after to shoot pool. They called me a cheater !! And you all no thats not the case because i dont cheat :D. haha fine okay I cheated like once. Hmm.. So after that we went to a korean ktv to sing and i loveeeeeeeed it because i love korean songs :) ANd after we went to jons house. Thats when i started to get extremely tired. My eyes were getting really itchy tooo ><. I even tried doing handstand there. So after a while of sitting and playing games in his house, nick walked me to the bus stop and we sat there talking while waiting for the bus. I went home and went on the computer for a few minutes and was knocked out. Now it is 1:45pm and i fnished brushing my teeth. Im soooo tired right now. Watching tvb on my computer. Grrrrr Im still mad at the weather because I was supposed to go to the beeach this weekend to geta tan !!!. I hope I find a job soon. Haha btw... Ive decided that I'm not going to easily fall in love anymore ! I'm going to find the perfect guy! yay me!